In GOD's TIME

This was posted on my multiply blog dated November 16, 2007
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I'm so speechless to what has been happening in our life. But deep inside I am so thankful and so so happy for everything. Despite the trials we've gone through I never gave up, those trials made me stronger to move on, though it was really so hard during the times when crying was my only solution to it and a simple daily request from GOD to make me strong. and that was it.

I never knew that my simple prayers were answered. To make me strong.THERE IS ALWAYS A REASON WHY, the reason why I had those hard times, to prepare me for a bigger one and when that time came I was prepared to face it, to face GOD and accept HIM in my LIFE with all my heart. And I realized that my PURPOSE could be sharing all these blessings to you.

He gave me my family as an instrument to serve my purpose. The hardships that I've gone through for 25 years but I never lose hope that one day things would be brighter for us. He gave me three wonderful kids to be my inspiration to move on. My faith was tested during the hardest part of our life, that was when my eldest daughter was diagnosed with brain tumors. I was struck by that, but I realized that this is not the time for crying all the way, asking God why and blaming HIM for this. It never came into my mind. Instead, I told my self I MUST do something, crying and blaming is not a solution. Despite my physical weakness, I MUST move on, my daughter needs me more, and never to forget that I need to balance my attention to my two other kids. It was hard really, But my prayers made me strong. This is it, my simple prayer to make me strong, not the physical strength, but the strength to face the trials. HE granted me more than what I prayed for . . . the SPIRITUAL STRENGTH, my relationship with HIM and without HIM I would not be able to carry all the cross in my life. HE is REALLY GREAT! I believe this is HIS time our my life. Our answered prayers, my daughter's wish to hear the world again . . . and my long waited wish for my family that GOD will be the center in our hearts. Welcome home YANKEE!